The Unrevealed Love

2009-10-21T13:25:00.003+08:00

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她的一举一动你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一举一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动

我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有她多

finally i blog again
i din't see him in msn today...
feeling very lost
hope he is doing well and not sick again
wanted to call or sms him to check whether he is sick anot
but i dun dare
dun wish to do anything cos i really dun wish to change anything
BUT it's seems like now i'm avoiding him
dun wish to go further cos i know i will be hurt
by listening him saying he and his girl
by encouraging him
by standing only behind him and not beside him
it's geting painful day after day
the normal relationship with him seems harder each day

why am i give myself so much trouble!
can't i just be as per normal and still contact him as a normal fren?
at least i can know how is he, what he doing
now that i keep avoiding him
not calling him and did not mit up
or am i waiting for him to actually msn sms call me?
does he know my feeling?

i recently have a silly idea
praying hard for rainy day.
and slowly walk on the road to clear my mind
but god seems like forbid me to do that
i pray hard on monday and yesterday but end up raining in the middle of the night yesterday
how am i gtg to get drenched when i'm still slping!
i really need something to clear my mind!
is scolding enough for me to clear. . ?

i always hope that he will drop by and look for me
to have a chit chat or just for dinner
i will be contented as well
but i'm just hoping for nth~ . .

hope my silly thought can go off soon~

2009-10-07T09:10:00.005+08:00

went to mit up with lynn after work yesterday,

together with her bf boon~

went bugis street walk and FOUND nth!

din get to buy anything there.

walk until legs pain oso!

from 5 plus walk till 8 plus and realise the time is so slow

seems like walking for a long time but only 3 hrs!

wanted to buy alot of things like legging, magazine etc

books like learn cantonese convert from Chinese character

haha!~

and since lynn wanna go PS Daiso, boon drive us there

bought a pen stand and dbl sided tape . .

lynn bought a TV there as well as it's having promo

went down to basement as they are craving for Yumi Yogurt

then @B1 i saw the shop with "Goo Joon Pyo"'s poster

Remember the pictures i post yesterday

was wondering why there is a logo Etude House on the picture

NOW i know!

he is advertising for this Etude House

Cosmestic product!

and they are having promo

buy $10 above and you will get Lee Min Ho's poster and file!

OF COS! i sure go in and buy something to get the poster and file!

bought these 2 product

blackhead remover with heating effect, lip balm, and some masks (:

and they gave me the poster below (:

that's make me a happiest girl !

thanks god for arranging that ^^

will be a good girl till the day i go taiwan~

counting down to 45days more to taiwan

and counting down to 26days more for "Miracle"

this is the file picture (:

waiting for juliet girl perfume as well~

2009-10-06T12:53:00.006+08:00

This post will be posting alot of "Goo Joon Pyo" Lee Min Ho and Kim Hyun Joong as "Yoon Ji Hoo" Biys Over Flowers (:

isn't them look like flower!

pretty boy, handsome and with style!

haha! (O.O)

had finish the episode and even dl to my handphone

compare to taiwan and japanese version

i really love this version alot!

they really dare to love and hate each other!

end up still together after went thru so many things

envy the kind of love they have (:

anyway sorry for not updating my posts again

thought everything can be avoided

thought u have knew

why u have to hurt me again by letting me noe that you are going again

things will fade off soon~

the white starlight envelops the tears

the tears fall in the warm wind

do you feel it?

this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper

the warm smile holds me
is this love?

even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you

i will wait for you

i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore

you let me know

this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go

because that love is you

i'm walking in my memories with you

the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart

what should i do?

even in my dreams, i miss you

i will be waiting for you

i will wait for you

i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore

you let me know

this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go

because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars

can't you be the one that's in my heart

i will be waiting for you

i will wait for you

i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore

you let me know

this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go

because that love is you. . .

2009-09-24T10:48:00.005+08:00

recently i found myself unhappy

but i duno wad is the reason. .

recently i found myself loss of confidence

but i duno wad is the reason. . .

recently i found myself loss of control of my temper

but i duno wad is the reason. . . .

maybe due to my work stress / others
try to control, try to improve, try to go home early
don't loiter around outside
clear my mind, spend more time with my family
after all, they are the 1 who will be there for me all the times

recently i found myself wanting you to be there
even without and talking. .

2009-09-23T16:01:00.003+08:00

Which sign should you be with?

You Should Be With an Earth Sign
Your best match is a Taurus, Virgo, or Capricorn.
You like your sweetie to pamper, wine, and dine you.
You enjoy the finer things.
An earth sign will go all out to woo you - and never complain about doing it.
Your earth sign knows how to make you feel wanted.
And you'll never meet anyone so devoted to you.

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2009-09-18T12:16:00.003+08:00

Taiwan trip is getting nearer!

though still have 2 more mths to go

but i already very looing forward for this trip

The lover bridge, 101 tower! and of cos Hotspring which i love the most!

after work today will be movie marathon for me blur juliet and jeff!
Phobia night for member only!

and haha buying ticket to scare myself will never be the acse BUT

i done it today! lols~ :P

after marathon movie, GV still provide us with FREE entry to St.james till late night

see how attractive is this package movie marathon

somemore, they provide thai buffet for VIPs at GV max which is wad we are having!

500+ seats and all watching HORROR movie!

funny! and excited! scared as well!

anyway will be miting juliet at Vivo 1st (:

2009-09-16T14:28:00.003+08:00

After bkk trip,
things getting more unstable
my mind is whirling
i know, i shouldn't
shouldn't think too much
i can't help it
the changes on me, i did it for my own good
the words you said, sometimes really hit me so hard
i been telling myself.
things gonna stay the same
as things may change to the worst if we are together
i'm worried abt you
the girl, the health, everything
i have to pray hard.
so that i can help u up

if i had the chance,
if i can do what i can do as a girlfriend, and not as a friend
BUT is' it so important to be your partner?
alot of things i can't do for you as a friend

miracle starts, and i shall continue be there for you
thanks for the arrangement god!
hope this will be a good start (:

Why can't you belong to me? . . .

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右
爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑后能全然退后
你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不须真正拥有
成全衷心祝福然后就放手

放手放开所有
彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有
还有这个好友
已经已经足够

遥远是宇宙静静在背后
去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有
不须真正拥有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有
彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有
还有这个好友
已经已经足够

放手我的牵挂
找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许爱很深厚
然而我早看得透
放手至可拥有 . . .

2009-09-15T12:32:00.002+08:00

為什麼你總是得不到愛情

你真的了解自己嗎？那麼為何愛情總是會避開你呢？
做個測試找到自己對待愛情的致命弱點，才能吸引愛情來到你身邊! 　　

當你在淋浴的時候有朋友在外面等你，這時候房間裏的電話鈴聲響起了，你的反應是？

【A】裸奔出去接聽
【B】猜猜此時打來的會是誰再決定
【C】請浴室外的朋友幫你接聽
【D】聽之任之不予理會
【E】裹上浴巾再去接聽

[選擇A：裸奔出去接聽]大而化之的性格。你有虛榮心重的傾向，對待感情有點三分鐘熱度，不符合居家型的伴侶要求讓異性往往能很容易和你做朋友卻覺得和你做愛人欠缺安全感。其實你一旦遇見真感情，就會特別單純，容易把自己的身段放低，付出很多以求維繫這段感情。然而愛情中越是太在意，越不容易被珍惜，不易換來他人的真心對待。貼心建議：神秘總是追求者前僕後繼的最大誘因，請學會欲拒還休的以退為進之道吧，難以得到的獵物才是應該珍惜的。　　

[選擇B：猜猜此時打來的會是誰再決定]過於理智的性格，缺乏陷入愛情所需要的糊塗和可愛。他為什麼約你吃飯，有幾分把握追到手，你都用計算器般的大腦掃描分析；每個媚眼釋放多少電力，每個微笑多少弧度你都拿捏有道，如此冷靜的大腦愛情可不想和你撞到腰。對於感情有點自私，追求者覺得你神秘而難以接近。貼心建議：輕鬆一點!生活已經如此嚴肅，愛情只是一劑調味料，何不去輕鬆對待？　　

[選擇C：請浴室外的朋友幫你接聽]欠缺把握愛情良機的主動。遇見心儀的對象你常常會猶豫不絕，搖擺不定，就在你獨自小鹿亂撞矜持嬌羞的時候，旁人已經把你的夢中情人佔為己有!愛情是場稀缺資源搶奪戰役，不怕遇人不淑只怕錯過機會。而且你一旦陷入愛情又有過於心細的傾向，情緒化多愁善感而且還通過言語把這些情緒傳達給對方，嘮叨愛念的人總會給情人一種透不過氣的窒息感貼心建議：心動更要馬上行動，掌握愛情的主動權。貼心建議：心動更要馬上行動，掌握愛情的主動權! 　　

[選擇D：聽之任之不予理會]自我為中心，傷透愛人心。容易一投入工作就忘記生活的休閒有工作狂的傾向。自身條件極其優秀的你，深知自己的優勢，不懂得珍惜疼愛你的人，讓你的追求者都吃夠苦頭，最終大家都對你敬而遠之，你也就成了孤家寡人! 貼心建議：月明星稀始終孤單，學會回報愛你的人才能享受眾星捧月的幸福。　　

[選擇E：裹上浴巾再去接聽]吹毛求疵，一板一眼過度追求完美的傾向讓愛你的人非常累。你想魚和熊掌兼而得之，想要以較小的代價換來較大的回報。是不是經常打腫臉充胖子呢？剛開始對方會被你營造的假像所迷惑，可當她發現真相時就會非常失望。為了不讓他/她發現真相，你必須辛苦的維持，累心累人啊! 貼心建議：高貴的晚禮服是性感，寬鬆的男式T-SHIRT也是性感，其實性感有很多種常常變化才能讓人愛你愛的樂此不疲。

2009-09-14T12:39:00.002+08:00

taylor swift - you belong with me

you're on the phone with your girlfriend, shes upset.
shes going off about something that you said 'cuz she doesn't,
get your humor like i do...
i'm in the room, it's a typical tuesday night
i'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
and she'll never know your story like i do
but she wears short skirts i wear t-shirts
she's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up
and find what you're looking for has been here the whole time
if you could see that i'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see,
you belong with me
you belong with me
walkin' the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
i can't help thinking this is how it ought to be laughing on a park bench,
thinking to myself hey isn't this easy
and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
i haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
you say you're fine i know you better then that
hey whatcha doing with a girl like that
she wears high heels i wear sneakers
shes cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers
dreaming about the day when you wake up
and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time
if you could see that i'm the one who understands you
been here all along so why can't you see
you belong with me
standing by and waiting at your back door all this time
how could you not know baby....
you belong with me
you belong with me
i remember you drivin' to my house in the middle of the night
i'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
and i know your favorite songs
and you tell me about your dreams
think i know where you belong think i know it's with me...
can't you see that i'm the one who understands you been here all along
so why can't you see
you belong with me
standing by and waiting at your back door
all this time how could you not know baby
you belong with me
you belong with me
you belong with me
have you ever thought just maybe
you belong with me
you belong with me...

2009-08-10T14:12:00.003+08:00

海鸣威泳儿 - 我的回忆不是我的粤语

伤心的总会任性灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去将最多的细碎锁到属于你的眼睛
失恋的不够耐心失恋的不信是注定
于最黑的世界于最光的刹那感动属于你的气息
即使很多一起过的想起的通通你的为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听什么可不变色 oh baby

当晚与你记住蒲公英今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我我承认回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性

失恋的都有惰性失恋的都记住约定
当理想的世界当理想的刹那因爱无分你的我的
即使很多一起过的想起的通通你的为着是浪漫的爱情
通通都可再见但承诺可再听什么可不变色 oh baby

当晚与你记住蒲公英今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我我承认回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性

当晚与你记住蒲公英今晚偏偏想起风的清劲
回忆不再受制于我我承认回忆也许你的
当晚与你记住流水声今晚站在大地自己倾听
难道送别你回头总是虔诚
谁能怪我总是太感性

New song to learn (:
cantonese song again and this time round
this song is F***ing high in tone
i mean the girl (泳儿) who sing this with 海鸣威
hope the ktv session can come faster so that we can sing this song soon ^^

sweetboy know my dark secret already
anyway sooner or later he also will know and somehow or rather
he have guessed correct who is that guy
but the guy din't know about it
haha!
hope to see him soon (:

was miting with sweetboy yesterday @ a place which i will never go again!
haha!
at Admiralty!!
just go there for the pasar malam! -.-
took me 1 hr and back to travel -.-
hais! silly me again~

tomorrow!! yes is tomorrow!
i will be attending Weilis's wedding dinner @ M hotel!
congrats! ((:
will be seeing ah can, star, whitney and lynn ^^
hope there will be alot of pictures taking! (:
will upload soon!

2009-07-30T17:07:00.003+08:00

i'm all stress up!

tired @ work

counting down to my sadded day~

1 more week and my heart will go with you and die with you...

haha! yah i still pondering of you

i still pinning for a hope

but so what we got together, we might end up quarreling or fights

Can we remain as friend? -.-

wanna you to accompany to ION,

wanna you accompany me to see sunset!

wanna you to spend the rest of my life with me...

haha! like think too much le

maybe there will be some1 other than you

maybe i will found the 1 for me soon!

or maybe i keep thinking that's why i still can't some1 new in my life!

jiayou L.X.Y!

you can do it!

jiayou in your work!

jiayou in your studies!

jiayou jiayou jiayou!! (:

06/08/09~

anyway i'm waiting to attend Weilis's in August (:

looking forward to see lynn girl as well

been so long since i last went up to look for her!

whitney girl hope you get well soon ! ^^

take care~

2009-07-24T17:06:00.002+08:00

haha! Ladies Night on Wednesday was a blast!
never knew that i will go in the end
maybe i'm too free nth better to do~
after the mit up with larry @ bugis
he heads to DBLO to mit up with his frens
i din know where to go cos it's Chu yi~
so he ask me wanna join him for club
i thought for quite a long time
finally, i head down with him too
free entrance and free flow of drinks isnt for me for quite a long time
that night was a memorable 1s
with his frens (1 girl and 1 boy with him)
funny! fun!
thanks for the night!
joyful, happening!
next day, i have to carry my heavy brain and mind to work
tired and feeling sick!
then have to join hui and ling to celebration ling's bday!
lots of photos waiting for hui and ling to upload!
shall i do my B.R.A.C.E.S?
-.-
think i shall make a decision before i gets old!

love the way we are now
you rem me 1st when asking questions
i rem you 1st when i nid some1 to accompany of
mit ups are getting often for us
but u will be gone soon!

2009-07-22T14:11:00.004+08:00

wasnt in a mood to update my blog
was busy working working and working!
no time for all the updates cos nowadays workload increases and the number of staffs working in my team is lesser . . .
recently, there is a new girl(jasmine) joining us (:
young and energetic (unlike me) :P

was miting up with michelle, juliet girl and joyce for chilling out session on last friday
dinner @ marina square with juliet and joyce 1st
was actually heading to Boat quay for drinking session with joyce but end up went over to lunar to mit up with michelle girl. . .
hee :P i love the live band and the music there as well
new friends and lotsa of pictures (in my FB~)
crowded and dancers on the stage~
love the ambience there. . .
will go there frequently if can :P

saturday went over to mind cafe with juliet, zewei and junhui
boardgames and dinner at the same time
dirty mind game, cluedo and Singapore version monopoly (:
simply love this kind of outing of using your mind and chilling out
after which, went over to TCC @ bugis to mit up with michelle and her friends(which i know them @ lunar)
boieng bring his 4yrs old daughter which simply so cute and adorable (:
so active and sweet!
was chatting there with them till 12plus
the time past like rocket that night~

anyway i have finished watching my Defeated queen (败犬女王) on Monday
i love the ending~
i love the way when Lucas confessed to xiao shuang
i love the uncondition love they had
they overcome all the barrier. .
they dun bother wad other think of their age difference
BUT real life doesnt give you all this !

counting down to the sadded day which i indicated in my schedule book
wish ya all the best with her~
hope she is the one which you pinning of and which can give u all the happiness
you are always the only 1 which i ever wanted
rem that i always be there for you
like i said, even though i have feeling for you
i still wish you can find a girl which is suitable for you
cos loving you doesnt mean i have to be together with you
you will always be my bestie ~ (:

Ling's birthday celebration is tomorrow
will have to go hunt for her birthday pressie later~ :P
and finally!!! meet up with larry later!
been MIA-ing for so long and din even call each other to mit up
he busy-ing with his army, i busy with my studies
how long din we lost contact? O.o ?
haha~ and now finally the chance to mit up
sure got alot of things to catch up
was on the phone with him last night and we chatted all the way
one of my bestie and listener~
missed the times when we mit up @ tamp and chatted about everything!
at least now we contact back!
hope we still stay the same
1 more wishlist strikes (:

will upload photos if happen to take when i mit up with him (:
tata~~

2009-07-06T10:09:00.000+08:00

Saturday was a nice outing with Zewei and blurrie
dinner @ lailai Beef noodle at liang seah street
full like pregnant lady -.-
chit chatting all the way while waiting for blurrie to come
buy tickets for Duplicity (:

:: funny couple ::

after buying ticket, went over to liang seah street again and eat dessert
mit blurrie over there too
mango sago (: all times favourite
playing games @ arcade
mit up with juliet girl as well with uenice (:
with 2 kids
lovely girl and naughty boy
:P

things are getting stabilize now
no more pondering, no more pinning hopes
just go on with each other lives
i guess if fate will bring us together, it will come to me 1 fine day (:

2009-07-03T09:50:00.004+08:00

Sorry guys, was quite lazy to blog my birthday photos
will faints if i really upload all the pictures as there is alot of celebration going on for the ENTIRE birthday.
the very 1st celebartion of cos is at DBL'O on saturday itself~
with my dearest and beloved 1s (:
with Micki & Martin, Laogong girl, Long Di, sweetboy joining for the party
with Mr Pan, Matthew, nelnel for the dinner session (:
Thanks for the surprise rose flower from Pan Zewei (:
Thanks for the Tiffany necklace and rose flower from Long di (:
which wad my wishlist is (:
Thanks for the Royce Chocolate from nelnel (:
Thanks for the GRAVEYARD from Micki girl (:
what a HAPPENING night!
kissing and hugging~ i wanna faints when i saw those pictures
anyway thanks for the night ^^

continue the celebartion extended to sunday~
with my beloved ling and hui (:
Thanks for the initiative of organising this surprise for me ^^
went to our hideout and surprise me with a small birthday cake
lovely sunflower from hui and helen's hairband for me too (:
cute li'l card holder and HP holder from Ling (:
thanks for all the thoughtful gifts ^^

Monday, mit up with nelnel as he wanna treat me dinner -.-
ray join us as well ~
sakae sushi @parkway
L4d at katong~
lols
thanks for the treats nelnel~ (:

tuesday
mit up with juliet girl and cheexiong~
dinner @ pasir ris hong kong cafe
thanks for the treats cheexiong
less chat and less communication
after midnight~ greeting for my birthday came in..
Never forget who is the 1st person to call in BUT my fone was on divert mode
thanks benson (:

Actual Day ^^ 01 July 09
went for my dental appointment and was late
lols~ thanks Dr Chan for waiting for me
then, waited for blurrie to come down for ktv session
Thanks for the ktv session
the memorable song that day
fu Huo ^^
lols~ singing for 4 hrs non-stop my voice die-off
u r always my BEST ktv kakis~
No1 ever replace that (:
after which rayray join us for awhile as i going to continue the night with my sweet micki girl and my beloved Long di~
chatted awhile den go off to bugis~
BIG surprise from micki, birthday balloon and 2 dresses pack nicely in a bag~
dinner @ sakae sushi again ^^
favourite Salmon sashimi~
after dinner, Long di join us and drove us to dempsey hill
chilling out session~
nice strawberry Margarita~
had sent Micki home~ thanks Long di~

thats all.. lazy to post more!
w/o your wishes ... it's seems like i'm nth to you!
not even a friend?
shall i bother for this kind of attitude?
-.-"

2009-06-29T16:20:00.006+08:00

Is He Into You?

He's Not Interested This Year
Maybe he's been interested before, but he's over it.
And it looks like you're the one into him!
If you think you could get him to like you, then go for it.
If not, at least you know not to waste your time.

i shall not comment on this...
it's true that i still have not fight for it
it's true that i shall confess to him before making any decision
but after all the consideration and hints and actions
i shall not carry on just becos i thought i can
cos due to alot of complication of us
there is oso alot of NO'S and DON'T
and i guess i and him is not suitable at all

being his friend can oso be done
so why just i treat him as a normal good friend
but just wondering, if he treat me as a good fren too which i felt so
why doesnt him thought of my birthday? O.o
he is aware of the secret which i kept?
been thinking of the words that he say for my birthday
BUT i know this wouldnt come true at all

i and him will never be together. . .

2009-06-25T09:09:00.005+08:00

可不可以愛我(劇集【王子看見二公主】片尾曲)
卢学叡 Afalean Lu (Lu Xue Rui)

为什麽如此的安静为什麽明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定努力开拓话题最後却溃不成军
为什麽如此的美丽深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受至少忐忑能告一段落
你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄

成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞?
为什麽如此的美丽深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握别
害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落
你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停我快只剩灰烬你是我的呼吸

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑能告一段落
你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
我依然失魂落魄成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我能给我什麽快乐还是寂寞

i heard this song before and the male singer's voice really very gentle
i din know he was one of the one million contestant
shall go explore more of his songs

i have gave myself 1st birthday present
Samsung Jet phone (:

starhub is having promotion for this phone and i recontract my line for this phone
1st day using this phone was like cool and fun!
exploring the phone and was like playing my Favourite MTV on the phone itself
encourage juliet girl to buy this phone, and i guess this phone surely beat iphone for most of the spects (:
let shall see which is my 2nd present for this year ! ^^
excited abt the sat party but WAS REALLY nervous as something gonna change!
it's either change for good or bad!
anyway have to look for a nice top for my sat party celebration
will be miting my juliet girl at far east for searching of my top!
long time nv go there and walk walk le
hope i can find a nice top there ^^

and was like saying, i and michelle girl went for a movie yesterday!
fun part is we din get to watch a movie with her before!
and it's was the 1st time (:

Ghosts of Girlfriends past

World-famous fashion photographer Colin Mead (Matthew McConaughey) is the prototypical playboy: He’s handsome, confident, and successful…especially with the ladies. He lives life in the fast lane with no emotional connections, no regrets. He seems to have everything he could ever want - everything but love. But Colin doesn’t believe in love; he’s spent a lifetime avoiding it. All that changes when Colin heads home one weekend for his little brother’s wedding where he is confronted with his past…or rather ghosts of his girlfriends past. A Scrooge-like take on the classic romantic comedy, The Ghosts of Girlfriends Past is a clever, charming and uproariously funny trip down memory lane that’s going to turn Colin Mead’s world upside down.
here is some of the peeps (:

shall post my new nice top when i buy it today (:

-you-
unrevealed love~

2009-06-20T11:17:00.002+08:00

I know you've been waiting, waiting to hear those words one day.
I know I've been holding back, not willing to say them out loud.
I just thought it wasn't yet the right time.
I know that today it's nearly too late.
no matter how loud i say it, maybe there's no one to listen to them.
I don't know which faraway place you're in now.
Can you hear, can you hear, please hear me saying that I love you.
Wherever you are, beyond the horizon, I just want you to know.
Can you hear me telling you that I love you.
This is it, the words you've been waiting to hear, can you hear them?
I've just realised now, and know every minute.
I realise now how important these words are.

Saying it today, when you're so far away...

2009-06-16T20:31:00.002+08:00

刘力扬 - 一个人就好

街挤满了欢笑
太不适合眼泪凑热闹
快跑快寻找无人的转角
不优雅时候一个人最好
爱说退就退潮
我松开手回忆却没放掉
未来不来了地球继续绕
躲回温暖的梦我一个人就好
为什么越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后我一个人过就很好

心很平静地跳
只是寂寞潜伏像海啸
突然某一秒偷袭我眼角
眼泪自己擦掉我一个人很好
为什么越相信谁能依靠
越换来又一次灵魂寂寥
有没有永远再不会让心绝望的解药
如果说越踏出世界一脚
越不能保留住天真微笑
那从今以后我一个人过就很好

2009-06-12T08:16:00.006+08:00

Some pictures which i haven upload when i went to genting

the Cute japanese HP chain i bought @ genting

The Twin tower!!!!

Went to Nana on last sat

with girl (:

Romney and me (:

my pretty make up by dotz (:

心理测验

你曾經從健身中心經過，看到許多人在裡面努力的跑步或運動嗎？

現代人居住在空間狹小的城市，而且也因為太忙碌，

沒有太多機會到郊外活動，於是紛紛以上健身房運動來代替。

如果你來到健身中心，你會最先使用哪一種設備器材，來使自己的身段更美好...

A重量訓練器材

B划船機或跑步機

C快速飛輪課程

D腰臀震動帶

E有氧舞蹈

F紫外線日曬

G游泳池

選B的人

你會用許多旁敲側擊的方式，迂迴的去試探對方心意，

然後用模糊的不能再模糊的方式，或是輾轉透過層層關卡來表達自己。

所以雖然你對人家的心意很明顯，對方也看的出來，

但是聽來聽去就是聽不到你一句明確的表達，

於是，心儀的對象可能也很煩惱到底自己是不是會錯意。

等到你終於百分百表達時，可能得到的是一句抱歉，

因為對方已經別人追走了，你之前苦心經營的路，就因此白費。

感情這條路你走得辛苦嗎?

週末到餐廳與朋友聚會，遇見一位神情落寞卻十分瀟灑的男孩子，

一個人獨自喝著咖啡。你對他產生了好奇，

請問你會對這樣的帥哥有那些聯想呢？

A 他讓女朋友拋棄了

B 在等人

C 遇到失意的事

D 想勾引女孩子

C﹑遇到失意的事]在愛情的道路上，你常常種下很多感情卻沒有回收，

多半是因為你不懂得別人真正的需要是什麼，而你只是一廂情願的單向付出。

你對人性欠缺瞭解，如果遇人不淑會使你吃上大虧。

因此在你愛上別人時，多聽取長者或朋友的意見，再付出你的真情吧！

如何讓你的愛情閃電來臨

2008年即將過去了, 在這一年裡發生了很多重大的事情,

你覺得哪一件對你的影響最大, 給你的震撼最深?

A. 中國毒奶粉事件

B. 經營之神與世長辭

C. 美國雷曼兄弟倒閉破產

D. 2008北京奧運

選擇B的人你的個性大致是又龜毛又難搞, 面對喜歡的人ㄍ一ㄥ到底連點暗示都沒有不打緊,

還喜歡搞破壞自己扯自己後腿, 讓對方以為你討厭他.

其實只要對方願意跟你交往, 相信你會讓他比誰都幸福,

只是這第一關你跨不過去就啥都別說了.

除了命中注定, 建議找朋友介紹, 或者透過相親, 找到另一半的時間會是最快.

當你不小心跌倒，你心裡直覺的第一句話是？
每個人都曾經走路跌倒過，想一想，當你不小心在街上跌倒，

你心裡對自己很直覺說出的第一句話是？

Ａ：笨蛋，真丟臉！

Ｂ：我是怎麼搞的？等一下應該去買樂透。

Ｃ：什麼爛馬路！市政府真不負責任。

Ｄ：你好可憐哦，不痛、不痛。

Ａ：你的潛意識裡認為自己是不值好好對待的，因為連你自己都對自己這麼苛，你是個會為成全別人而犧牲自己的人。

怎樣才可打動你？
假設你和朋友到海洋世界去玩，這是你第一次這?近地看這些海洋生物，

顯得特別興奮，你最想看的動物是什?？

海豚

海龜

稀有魚類

海豚

你是一個重感情的人，特別容易感動，當你遇到困難的時候，

朋友只要對你說一句“有什?需要你儘管說，我一定幫忙到底！”

就能讓你感動。或是當你生日的時候，朋友暗地裏為你籌備一個生日派對，

你也會非常感動。總之，你是一個常懷感謝心的易感分子。

Wu Chun quote :-
Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
No matter how life turns out to be
Life is not always the party we expected to be
But as long as we are here, we should try to smile and be grateful
Cherish life and be your best!

2009-06-10T09:09:00.004+08:00

simply love sunset,
and will find a boyfriend which will bring & accompany me
to watch the sunset of each countries
here are some of the beautiful sunset.

this blog link for Chun, think the old blog he won't be using anymore

but this is his latest photo (still so charming and handsome)

ok some updates during the weekends

wasnt able to jio friends to st james to support as whit was working there

instead we went to nana (thai disco)

have to find 1 day to support whit (:

nana wasnt so fantastic as wad "they" mention

no pretty girls and MOST of the thai guys there are GAYS!

disappointed!

this friday, i'm having my final theory

sure fail cos i din study at all!!

think i have to retake for the second time as i dont have the book to study as well

maybe might go to the singaporetests :P

always do the last minute thing!

should Subscribe before 1 month of the test!

hais!

waste $$ again..

seems like i have no interest of this right

cos driving is a tired thing

BUT i have to endure to the last to TP

-you-

it's time to face the truth, i will never be with you...

2009-06-04T15:37:00.003+08:00

N97 Nseries
this is the new phone that i might probably buy for my next phone
fully touch screen and mini-keyboard
seems better than 5800..
actually was aiming for 5800 xpress phone and saw this upcoming phone
as 5800 have no extended mini-keyboard like N97..
i was pondering on which 1 to get and not sure when this N97 out!
will go down to starhub and see more of the 5800 function bahz
anyway Romney goh is using as well...
so might consider ! (:

2009-06-02T11:06:00.003+08:00

妥协 by Jolin

你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演
You always love to make up lies,but im responsible for acting along with you.
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
All the changes i made,is just so i could enter your world.
这情节重复了一百遍
This scene has repeated so many times,
才发现是你的心太野
Only then i realised that your heart is too wild.
你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
You drew the border between us,i must follow the rules.
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
All my time have been prioritised for you.
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
Unknowingly, I loved to the point where i didn't dare to take any risks,
成了你的傀儡一年两年
Being your puppet for so long,
才看见我有多狼狈
Then i finally realised how pathetic i've been.
爱到妥协到头来还是无解
A compromised love, still remains unresolved in the end.
绑着你不让你飞
Tied you up not letting you fly,
历史不断重演我好累
But history keep repeating, it's exhuasting.
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
A compromised love, yet the story could not be rewrittened.
你已下最后通牒
Once you made your ultimatum,
我躲在我的世界
I hid in my own world
你只是害怕一个人睡
You are just afraid of sleeping alone,
我不想再为你掉泪
I no longer want to cry for you again.
我了解不会变不再徘徊
I understand that you will never change,I shouldn't ponder anymore
开始自己的明天
I'll start over again myself tomorrow..

this song is from the latest album of Jolin (:
and it's nice~

2009-06-01T10:48:00.003+08:00

was away over the weekends from fri - sun
went over to genting highlands again with the whole family (:
cool weather over there and make me feel cold all the times
on the way there, i keep listen to that song
repeat again and again, till my mp3 low batt before reaching genting lols
i know, i know and i know
things gonna stay the same..
dun think too much......
he is just a friend
he is some1 i dun wan to lose as a friend
he is in love with some1 else
and the person definely not me
nth to do @ genting cos go there so many times le
omg!! only shopping and online there
rotting in my hotel room watching tv..
lols

on thursday 28 May 09
went over to mit up with michelle @ suntec as we are going for prawning session
ah tan and daniel join us as well
thanks ah tan for making effort to mit up with me
miss her so much
she was shocked when i told her abt me and cy's r/l
haha
michelle bring david for prawning too
this 2 lovely couple so cute and sweet lo
haha
david even catch a toy for her
she sure fortunate right now and am so happy to see that
awaits for her wedding dinner (:
really appreciate to ah tan and daniel and of cos long di for helping me to make this prawning session better
that night david sent both me and long di home..
thanks (:

2009-05-27T09:28:00.003+08:00

well, lets talk abt my car lesson yesterday 1st
itsssssssssss SO complicated
and even though it's the 1st lesson
i wanted to perform better
but too nervous and seems out of control of the steeling wheel and the clutch thingy
blind spot unchecked, sudden lorry appearing, wrong procedure of changing gears!
next lesson will be on next fri..
i'm so nervous and but hope i can improve the next lesson (:

泳儿：在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了天晴朗了我就走
林峰：你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
还来不及对你说迟到的我的心动
泳儿：你的好你的坏
林峰：我的脾气你最懂
泳儿：我不要你心疼我
林峰：我不要你离开我
合：明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳儿：我对你感觉胜过爱情
林峰：因为有你
合：给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰：其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
林峰：我不怕会伤心
合：对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰：最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰：我并不是你的唯一
合：还微笑祝福你
林峰：你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的梦
在你的面前我不必保留
泳儿：我从来没对你说压抑的我的心动
林峰：我的好我的坏我的脾气你最懂
泳儿：我不要你来心疼我
合：明天的以后我们会懂
失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳儿：我对你感觉胜过爱情
林峰：因为有你
合：给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰：其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
林峰：我不怕会伤心
合：对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰：最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰：我并不是你的唯一
合：还微笑祝福你呵噢.....呜....
泳儿：爱情总让人折磨
林峰：所以我们才选择
合：做比情人更好的朋友
泳儿：我对你感觉胜过爱情
林峰：因为有你
合：给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林峰：其实也想好好爱你
泳儿：只怕到最后不小心让你伤心
林峰：我不怕会伤心
合：对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
林峰：最后看你在别人怀里
泳儿：有天我会找到我的唯一
林峰：我并不是你的唯一
合：还微笑祝福你~

2009-05-25T10:28:00.003+08:00

oh it's Monday again!
and having body aches as i went for cycling yesterday night
prawning for 2 hours plus and wow! we caught quite alot too!
seems like every Sunday is a meeting day for me and long di (:
prawning and chatting and advising the position to prawn..
lols
manage to grab some prawns before heading home
was hot and even air-con wasnt able to cool me down when i reached home

friday and saturday night is wad i always looking forward for
and here is my posting for my friday and saturday night (:

22may09 friday
FTPSS gathering~
thanks for coming
wanxian, siting & girl, jack, dingfu, bingshen, daniel, ian, yiting, alex, hongwei, sengwan, alfred.
dinner at grandma's restaurant and lots of follow ups
wait for alfred to finish work
went over to alley bar to have some drinks (:
pictures is with ian and i guess he is doing some edits as well before sending all to me ^^
anyway think another gathering wont be long as daniel is going to New zealand for good
think he will organise a party at his house on ard oct bahz
ah tan thought i was angry with her
cos i forget to reply her message
anyway for small gathering for those close 1s will be around next month bahz
singing session?
guess so.. hee!~ ^^
ling and hui last minute cant make it
hais was kinda disappointed as i guess even though is OT but still can make it if u wan to
but nvm i will appreciate those who came and those who cant make it
it's their loss :P
oops no offend on this but just make it other time kk (:
we have chatted for quite a long time as we are waiting for all to reach..
from 7plus sit till 10..
lols
alfred was like waiting for quite a long time for our orders
suddenly feel closeness with them
talking to them and u can really feel that they have grown up
to be mature, responsible, have goals in their future
but the only 1 which make me feel no changes at all is sengwan
hais~ talk the same way, immature..
when can he realise that time wont wait for him to change
and he is still wasting his time to do those unnecessary remarks

saturday 23 May 09
was actually miting whitney to suntec for her fam audition but she last minute couldnt make it
anyway have mit up with sweet boy for L4D session
was like keeping dying on the advanced mode as it's simply so hard to complete
having headaches when we dying around 4th times
and decide to play normal mode
lols! (:
then after which had our dinner @ yukee before heading to my fav hangout!
MC and CW was joining us and i sms dada whether he is there
to my disappointment, he wasnt there and ask me to enjoy myself there!
hahas~
it's was packed with lotsa of ppl as 8-11pm they are having free entrance. i guess there is event going on..
wasnt having fun as we came late and i have to go off early
didnt manage to see handsome guys as well.. :P
haha~
but after all, thanks for the mambo night again (:

-you-
still unrevealed love lols (:

2009-05-22T10:33:00.002+08:00

Coming Soon (:

Forever Young ^^

The Night At the Museum 2 (:

simply nice, funny and it's REALLY WORTH watching

but please watch the part 1 before watching this

as it's continue from the part 1 (:

some of the shots ^^

i seldom watch english movie and those which i watch so far is worth watching

was watching it with whitney girl and we was like laughing through out the show

haha~!

nicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenice (:

Some shots thru his blog ^^

upcoming photos for the class gathering which i organised

meeting up today 7.30 @ united square (:

last min those who cant attend is quite disappointment but afterall..

thanks for those who will be appearing later~

2009-05-20T10:20:00.006+08:00

seems like i got alot of updates these few days right?
lols
anyway, here is my updates for yesterday
ray and i went up to New Asia Bar to celebrate Blurrie's bday
from day view to sunset view following by night view!
i have experience this three view within a day!
surprising~ (:
the view is fabulous i can say ~
beer is wad we ordered at 1st and of cos cocktails
bad choice again for the stamford tower as it's not nice at all!
i still loves ray's merlion cocktail and blur's mojito!
shall order again next time (:
being top of all the building, chatting and teasing!
loves this kind of feeling and only being true friendship with them can experience this kind of fun and laughter
there is this Ang mo and a Asian couple which is just beside us
kissing passionately and hugging "non-stop"
lols
remember what i post the day before
i am pinning for those kisses and hugs
omg!
and they just simply hugs and kiss just in front of us
i did not say it's illegal to kiss and hug there
but.. is as if they never hug and kiss before...
lols! u can say i'm jealous ba..
haha
the final shot for me is the 3-in-1...
omg! haha ray have to send me home after that shot
so how you guys think?
i guess i must have say alot of rubbish things in front of ray
guess he might be wondering which guy i am saying right?
but i guess this is another unrevealed person!
that's why my blog title is unrevealed love (:
ray told me that if you try to tell the person how u feel
maybe there is a chance to be together
but for my case, remain as it is its better for both of us
just like best of the friends
dun wish to change this status as i dun want to lose you as my friend
like i said, hint is there!

anyway i guess i have to start asking for the pictures on sat (16May) and post it here!
Hot dotz's Gathering (:
toytoy, dotz, weida, jellyberry, YJ, gavin, ivan, daniel yong, evilous, mario tjiong, mario ong, soapy, eileen, jessica & bf, jeffery, kelly..
not so BIG gathering as compared to the Lao Par Sat
but after all, i get to see those familiar faces
chatting and singing as usual for this group of mine..
thats why they always organise it at the ktv pub or ktv session :P
ok shall stop here and updates those pictures soonest! (:

2009-05-19T09:20:00.008+08:00

Firstly, let me wish both birthday boy Blurrie and Weida
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! (:
both May babies ~

guess i still miss the times when i still can feel love
those Hugs and kisses~
is what i pinning for..

never knew that i will use this song to describle for some1 else beside you.

thought that this song will never be part of my life

but anyway, this song won't be appearing anymore

cos i have learnt how to protect myself from being hurt anymore

and i guess no point going on since the hint is there

and i have catch the hint this time round~

it's seems like i keep falling for the same and but maybe that time the hint wasnt so clear

& i still keep on pinning for hopes (silly me)

haha!

but anyway memories is always there~

it cannot be taken away by others

BACKSTREET BOYS - HOW DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU

remember when, we never needed each other
the best of friends like
sister and brother
we understood, we'd never be,alone
those days are gone, and i want so much
the night is long and i need your touch
don't know what to say
i never meant to feel this way
don't want to be alone tonight

chorus:
what can i do, to make you mine
falling so hard so fast this time
what did i say, what did you do?
how did i fall in love with you?
i hear your voice
and i start to tremble
brings back the child that, i resemble
i cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
don't want to be alone tonight

chorus: what can i do, to make you mine
falling so hard so fast this time
what did i say, what did you do?
how did i fall in love with you?

bridge: oh i want to say this right
and it has to be tonight
just need you to know, oh yeah
i don't want to live this life
i don't want to say goodbye
with you i wanna spend
the rest of my life

chorus: what can i do, to make you mine
falling so hard so fast this time
what did i say, what did you do?
how did i fall in love with you?
what can i do, to make you mine
falling so hard so fast this time
everything's changed, we never knew
how did i fall.. in love.. with you?

was quite surprised/shocked/insulted when she wanted to settle down with you

is this what you wanted?

am i too harshed when i replied to ray reaction?

am i really wanna hate u so much?

time will never turn back and i shall change to a better 1s

i really always thought that i can walk thru all this darkest times in my life

especially when i wanted to be friend with you when things are getting complicated

at first, i din really blame you to make this decision but after sometimes, things is getting to the surface and truth came out

those disgusted things you do and behaviour make me slowly hate you

all the lies became solved in my mind and yah finally i know how well u are when lying to me

anyway, if let say she treat u well and you really feel fortunate. i shall wish you all the best!

ever changing in an ever changing world~ (:

2009-05-11T14:54:00.001+08:00

如果时间能把我们的思念稀释了
从此以后互不相干各自爱着别的人
只要不遇见忽然下雨的清晨
在起床的时候会莫名的失神
说好决定要努力忘了啊
为何还有泪停在脸颊
你身边是否还是那个她
取代我在你醒来吻你吗
取代我在你醒来吻你吗
如果当时我们都能够勇敢的承认
困为太在乎对方所以才倔强的等待着
后来每个失眠的午夜时分还不愿意后悔
却忍不住会问说好决定要努力忘了啊
为何还有泪停在脸颊
你身边是否还是那个她
取代我在你醒来吻你吗
取代我在你醒来吻你吗
那段流着眼泪寻找解答的日子已过去了
只是没想到爱情要我们付出漫长想念代价
说好决定要努力忘了啊为何还有泪停在脸颊
你身边是否还是那个她
取代我在你醒来吻你吗
取代我在你醒来吻你吗

2009-05-11T09:12:00.009+08:00

09 May 09 - Vesak Day

PH on sat is crowded

especially when we decided to head down to the beach again

but this time round juliet is joining us for the suntanning session

sun isnt that hot and burning as early morning there is a heavy shower!

we mit earlier and reach cafe del mar around 11 plus

that's very early!

but dun be surprise that the monorail is packed with indians and china!

after the monorail ride to beach station, we have to Q up as there is a long Q for the tram!

cos we are just too lazy to walk to cafe del mar from the beach station!! lols

here is their's (:

here we are, reached !! inside the toilet taking shots while waiting for juliet girl to change

finished our camshooting

heading to the beach!!!

lols!!

and surprise not much people here!

where do people go to? O.o

i also duno -.-

those empty beds~

Our Drink - Sex on the Beach (Juliet)

Strawberry Margarita - Whitney

Coca Cola with lemon - My Favourite

it's hot!! i hardly can open my eyes!

play along with her since she wans to cam!

3 of us~ :P

Damn hot!

the 3 of us

after suntanning, we headed to food court for our lunch CUM dinner

there is lots of families with small kids playing with water

sunset! and it's chillout session~!

The HISTORICAL MERLION! O.O

back to Cafe Del Mar~ (:

they are both tired~ -.-

active me! :P

getting darker and there is lots of peoples hanging out le~

the scary sunset behind us~ :P

see the suntanning prints~ it's out!

i'm so red!~ and DARK!! lols

dancing and playing, camshooting~

they are having event just outside cafe del mar

worldwide feast i guess~

DBS sponsor i guess~

till 10plus den we went off from there

reached home tired~!

but after all, it's fun~! (:

2009-04-29T15:08:00.005+08:00

upcoming BIG shot show in channel 8
long time never catch a channel8 show already
my Zoe Tay - The Ultimatum

my forever IDOL (: Zoe Tay

my dai yang tian once again :P

haha save this pictures in my desktop :P

this is the handsome role in Ping pong yuan (:

-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-

the sakura stitch that i and ray grab in bugis arcade

the pink stitch i grab at east coast!~

the mickey mouse i grab at PS (:

the study charm from ray :P

waste quite alot of money of these dolls

haha but i am addicted on it

lols

there is still alot at home and seems no space for them le..

haha!!

2009-04-29T10:58:00.000+08:00

my both all-time favourite (:
~Xiao Zhu and Wu Zhun~

he is the guy that make my heartbeat pump faster :P
~* :: Dai Yang Tian :: *~
he have awarded the newcomer actor of 2009
congrats (:

he is from shanghai and he is same age as me~
thought he is younger than me
haha~

the group photo for our team..
miss paul so much~

miss our KL trip as well~
my favourite twin tower!

juliet girl suddenly resign
i know she been saying and thought she will still carry on but it just so sudden
she dun wan to mit up
she cancelled all the meeting with me this week
shall i go and look for her today after work?
hais~

2009-04-25T10:43:00.002+08:00

24 APR 09 Friday
was on leave today and i and whit decided to head down the bench for suntannning session
what a wonderful and nice weather to SUNTAN!
~ Cafe Del mar ~

inside the monorail (:

camshooting inside the changing room :P

suntanning... the sky is so blue w/o cloud

sunglasses

we did manage to get abit tanner

haha LOLS

my 1st time wearing bikini and feel uncomfortable at 1st

but after sometimes i feel ok :P

after which, we went over to parklane for our L4D session

lols

hope everything gets smoother (:

2009-04-19T21:07:00.009+08:00

17 Apr 09 Friday ~
a day with my beloved darlings (:

toytoytoy and toy LOLS

me and bestie!

me and sweet boy (:

sweetie whitney and me (:

alone sweet boy ~

bestie with her WINNIE the POOH!!

it's hard to get her small doll....

spend alot of $ wor lols

ray ard 30plus and me 20plus... lols

for a tigger, minnie, stitch bee, 1 small cat and 1 small winnie :P

playing L4D again and we din make it to complete!!!

sadded~

shall play again with sweet boy (:

18 Apr 09 - His birthday~

没有你的第5天 - 大热天

was having high-tea @ pan Pacific hotel with my team mates with valent

almost forgotten till hanani give me a phone call to mit me up at cityhall control

was having nightmare whole night last night

for the stupid TANK of L4D and alot of issue with him

cant slp well and din really feel comfortable as today is the day i have to suffer with my memories

i know i can prevent all this but my emotion could not control all this

the past memories just flow through my mind~

after the high tea, went to pasir ris to mit up with juliet as sweet boy is not ready to mit me up

was chatting and actually i realise that she isnt strong like me as well

but hope we both can get up soon and heal our wound soon ~

den she went to JJ's chalet and i go ahead mit up ray for our L4D game again

wasnt able to complete too~

and i'm having my gastric pain again

it's getting frequent recently

maybe it's due to my mood as well...

my mood was stable today!

damn emo and i cant even handle

lucky ray was there for me

i hope and wish his birthday this year is a successful 1s

and hope wad i wish for will come true

can i forget 24 apr?

2009-04-16T12:58:00.000+08:00

Was having a KTV session with Blurrie again yesterday (:
And to my surprise, Hello Singtel partyworld is under renovation!!
We have to mit up @ international Building for KTV session instead!
Nice and quite new KTV there too but far from the MRT station!
Was singing from 5.45-9.45pm…
tired~ and sore throat LOLS
New songs plus MIXED old songs…
Those songs that I dint sing before but heard b4All at once sing!
That blurrie at the start make me cried le!
That stupid song! Bie shuo – Aaron kwok!
Hais~Anyway I have to sort out my feeling soonest!

Mei you ni de di 3 tian - Misty
He is only a part and parcel in my life and it’s the past thingy le
I know even if he comes back now
I might not be accepting as he have already make decision by choosing that girl
Things are getting stable each day I make myself realize that there are still other things for me to explore and searching for
His birthday is just round the corner, w/o me celebrating his birthday for this year
Will he feel weird? Or maybe he will be enjoying happily with his girl
24 Apr will not be a day for me to cry, but still I will always remember this day
The day we know each other feelings
The day you burn that CD for me
Hinting the song – how did I fall in love with you
Your birthday wish on 2004
Hope I can find my prince charming which will love and care for me
I know the person won’t be you again anymore
The love and care you gave me in the past will always be in my heart
And also not forgetting the things that you make me hate you
Being in love isn’t easy and I have really made a lot of effort to keep this relationship going
But you are the 1 who give up all this
With a new and fresh r/l can really make you happy forever?
Hope you can be happy with this girl bah
Wasting your time with this girl is not I wanted to see
Hope this girl treasure your love and dun ever let u down
Shall continue to blog again bah (:

2009-04-15T15:23:00.004+08:00

love these neoprints muchie!!

i love this most! ((:

2009-04-14T13:01:00.006+08:00

14 apr 09

没有你的第一天 - 晴。

i have changed my blog address on 12 apr 09
never know that this day will come so soon
thought we still can celebrate our 5th years anniversary~
our start off date and ending dates
our memories, the days that we go thru, the laugher, everything!
every of the anniversaries, birthday dates..
i am wondering are all my gifts for him are thrown?

Actually ray did told me to prepare for the worst
yesterday he finally say it out
we can be a very good friend?
i was devasted! disappointed! heartbroken!
what i have done for this 4 mths is wasted!
he did cried, guilty, wanted to make me hate him more
i was hurt to see him like this and i know that at this point of time
it's hard for him to leave that girl
i know if he is happy with that girl, i willing to give up and be friend with him
i know if this thing drag on, he will suffer more
i know i will be very upset and unwilling to let go
if you really love a person, you have to put yourself to his shoe as well
love cannot be force
love have to suffer before you get to see the result
love is blind!
"can we remain as friend" is a consolation for me too
but can i really go through the pain without you by my side?
afterall, i know even though the girl will caused so much trouble for him
but he can bear with it de
with that girl by his side
he is not afraid for all this
just a few months time can make he love that girl so much
that girl sure got her charm there
ray told me, maybe that girl suit his character
i and him not suitable at all
what i did for him only can stay @ his heart
an important place in his heart
not love but gratitude..
i wish i can be an guardian angel, staying by his side forever
i know he is not worth to do all this thing to him
but he is the one who make me feel that i have some1 to care for and looking forward of
maybe he might not know how important he is to me
and i might not find a guy which i can love so much and sacrifice for
i will hope that i have a chance to know his news
even though we wont be able to be together again
but i still hope that he can be happy forever!

today is hard for me to concentrate on my work
7am shift again
w/o his calls w/o him thinking of me
juliet and ray is trying hard to console me...
but the only medicine is from him
a word from him maybe will make me feel better
but i know he wont do it as he dun wan to make me feel that there is still a chance
even though he say one fine day he will break off with that girl
but afterall, will he still come back to me?
shall i continue to wait for him silently or to let go once and for all?
am i able to go thru all this?

想念是会呼吸的痛！

2009-04-13T12:47:00.014+08:00

10 Apr 09 - 12 Apr 09 ~* :: KL trip :: *~

Morning taking cabby to JB for flight to KL
beautiful sunrise yellow egg yolk in front of us
thought everything will be alright and things will changed~

here we are, reached the JB new custom..

my boarding pass to KL (: Airasia~

Airasia flight^^

our Luggages~

the first thing when we reached KL airport, our breakfast CUM lunch^^

MARYBROWN!! LOLs

we took a limo straight from the airport to our hotel (:

check-in and off we go to our shopping spree!!!

Took train and monorail to our destination

the train ticket!

My favourite Twin Tower!

Bah Ku Teh!!

Cam pictures and the 2 "professional photographers"

after which, we went to Sungei-wong for shopping...

and............

we took Neoprint^^ fun!

shoe for the night party!!

while waiting for our Coffee bean!!

we waited for our Mr Paul to fetch us from his work place

was raining cats and dogs that evening!

and he fetch us to hotel and have a nice bath 1st before heading for our dinner and party!

nandos periperi! lols

beef strips and it's hot!

on the way to the party area!! here;s my twin tower again!

haha you sure cant believe it.. we went to Thai disco in KL! :P

shotshotshot!! (:

paul joyce(his godsis) steven janice romney and me!!!!

the three drunkens guys!

the free gift when we open the bottle!

next day morning! they simply hangover!

and haha we still manage to had our breakfast

after breakfast, we walk ard chinatown

bought a watch ring and bracelet...

did manage to buy somemore as cash low..

wanna buy things for my besties but... hais~

casio watch (:

ring and bracelet~

before heading to berjaya time square, we eat penang laksa and sour plum drink

see, the drak cloud coming... it's going to rain!!

here we are berjaya time square, indoor amusement park

the top view @ berjaya

den Pavilion the famous branded shops!! and biggest shopping centre in Malaysia!

the busy street of KL

Cam shooting @ hotel

KL tower!!!

Green box @ sungeiwong, but as it's packed! they guide us to Red box opp sungeiwong!

my night view of twin tower (:

we sang till 4am and drop on our bed immediately

thanks paul for bring us around.. really nice glad that you have accompany us for trip thru out (:

see ya 29 May then! (:

tigerairways back home!!

tired!

here is all my photo shooting!

there are more actually with steven and romney!

will upload in my bloggy (:

2009-03-30T15:58:00.006+08:00

the decision have decided

boy, stop telling me all those words just to comfort me for just a moment

i need a definite answer

boy, i need action to be done

but what have you given to me?

i know you have comfort me with your words

really really miss me?

sure?!

if you miss me u will come and find me..

surprise is what i wish for, everytime i walk along the roadside

wishing you standing there and wait for me

but what i wish and hope for will never come true

JH lend me a chinese short story

it's say: love is being together

but we are not together at all

so is this love?

sweetie boy told me..

sunshine after the rain..

the rain seems pouring since the day you left

and it seems like one day if i dun end this

i will never see the sunshine again

i'm sorry boy, it's really hard for me to carry on

especially the day is coming and you still confused on this

w/o me, i guess u will feel better

wont be so stress and hurt like you did now

it hurts to see u having white hair, slim down

sometimes it comes to a point that you have to really put down

boy, i still love you!

2009-03-29T19:27:00.007+08:00

mixed pictures which we took during our party night (:

clubbing night nv fails me as i can forget all the troubles and enjoy myself

long long time nv go to thai pub already

miss the songs and the fun people out there

shall visit 1 more time before heading for my KL trip (:

2009-03-27T13:13:00.003+08:00

it's FRIDAY!!!
and it's my last day working on 7am shift!
finally and thanks god!
so tiring to work on the EARLIEST timing
not enough slp as i dun used to slp early
was anxious to go to Marina Barrage today but duno who can acc me to go there
really wanna see the night scenary there sia!
taking pictures and chill out there...

was watching 溏心風暴 (Heart Of Greed) and the song once again touch my heart!

My Love Will Get You Home - 溏心風暴 (Heart Of Greed) - Christine Glass

If you wander off too far 如果你游离太远
My love will get you home 我的爱将带你回家
If you follow the wrong star 如果你追随了错误的星星
My love will get you home 我的爱将带你回家
If you ever find yourself 如果你曾找回自己Lost and all alone 迷失和孤独
Get back on your feet and think of me 回来并记起我
My love will get you home Boy 我的爱将带你回家，男孩
My love will get you home 我的爱将带你回家
If the bright lights blinds your eyes 如果太炫目的光芒灼伤你的眼睛
My love will get you home 我的爱将带你回家
If your troubles break your stride 如果困难阻断你前进的步伐
My love will get you home 我的爱将带你回家
If you ever find yourself 如果你找回自己Lost and all alone 迷失和孤独
Get back on your feet and think of me 回来并记起我
My love will get you home Boy 我的爱将带你回家，男孩
My love will get you home 我的爱将带你回家
If you ever feel ashame 如果你曾感觉困窘
My love will get you home 我的爱将带你回家
If its only you to blame 如果你被责怪
My love will get you home 我的爱将带你回家
If you ever find yourself 如果你找回自己Lost and all alone 迷失和孤独
Get back on your feet and think of me 回来并记起我
My love will get you home Boy 我的爱将带你回家，男孩
My love will get you home 我的爱将带你回家
If you ever find yourself 如果你找回自己Lost and all alone 迷失和孤独
Get back on your feet and think of me 回来并记起我
My love will get you home Boy 我的爱将带你回家，男孩
My love will get you home Boy 我的爱将带你回家，男孩
My love will get you home 我的爱将带你回家

isn't this song is meaningful and nice?
(:
life is full of surprise
was having a chilling out session with my bestie and sweetie boy yesterday
and i saw guohao and ryan~
so coincidence that they know each other thru FB as well
long time nv mit up with FB frens and it's seems like i have really missed out alot of things in life
life is going on without stopping for me as well
so try to mit up with different people in life

2009-03-26T10:01:00.008+08:00

Sunshine after the rain - Double Rainbow ((:

Finally i been to Marina Barrage (:

it's been a hot day yesterday..

went back to office as i have a gift for my dearest Paul ng..

my colleague with me for almost 1 year..

i'm his 1st lunch kakis, a fren to talk to in the office, haha

the gift that i choose - a photo frame with our group photo (:

he like the present..

taken pictures with him and i'm off from there

anyway he still will come back singapore for holiday

we shall mit up soon ((:

here is the pictures for Marina Barrage

i shall go there one more time during the night (:

and i have just book my BTT (:

though it's abit late of me to take my BTT

but it better to be late than nothing (:

rem this date - 02/05/09 (:

cool!

and guess what? my dearest girl whitney have passed her BTT too when i went down for my registration (:

grats my dearest whit-

i shall Vroommm for my car license :P

2009-03-19T21:44:00.001+08:00

你没想像中爱我 — 石欣卉

你小心翼翼牵我手

其实是担忧藏不住我

自尊也投降活在她之下

我好傻

你字字句句说你不爱她

那又是什么让你害怕

我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下

我好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候

原来你没想像中那么爱我

我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受

你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她

挥霍我的爱从不放心上

我有一丝无奈也有一些明白

该放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候

原来你没想像中那么爱我

我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么

不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候

原来你从来都没深刻爱我

我才懂不是我不心痛

其实是心没了感受

呜~~~你没想像中爱我

2009-03-18T13:25:00.005+08:00

not much to update recently..
had a very meaningful nightout last sat..
having my examination in the morning and afternoon (not in the mood)
mit up with junhui for dinner
maoyi and cheewee @suntec for IT show
heading my "night hangout" (:
today still not so bad, with maoyi, cheewee, ray, hockkee (:
jeff and yuda is there too ^^
saw kiatlong and edison too (:
a celebration for my the END of exam ~
lots of drinks shot and dancing
retro songs never fails me to content my dancing desire~ :P

no photos that night as juliet sweetie had borrow my fav camera~
hope nth went wrong there with my camera :P
1st time see maoyi and cheewee drunk..
reason: cos this is still the VERY second time go clubbing with them~
there will be more to come de :P
actually that blurrie is coming in de...
he came down all the way to find us
no intention to come in de. but we tried our best to pull him to join us
and though he finally agreed... he still fails to join us as he is wearing SHORTS!
hais~ thats too bad for him and us Lols
i and ray was out till 5plus in the morning!
nice memories~ (:
was lucky that i dint got drunk that night
at least i can still take care those lil' drunkens :P

18/03/09 Wednesday
was working 7am-4pm for this 2 weeks..
TIRED~ YAWNzzZzzz!
so tired
as i gtg thru my jobscope just now, i heard a familiar song thru 883

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了
时间过了走了爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了
离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢
this is the second time they play this song today!

anyway, went to ktv AGAIN yesterday with blurrie (:
make me waited for 1hrplus
stupidd blurrie.. always make me wait and wait
hahas, sing alot of songs yesterday.
old and new duet songs (:
my throats is SUPER pain now..
think blurrie is nth better than me...
poor him having sore throat again..

Looking forward for this sat!

2009-02-16T15:27:00.004+08:00

underworld~
was surprise i will watch this kind of movie
somemore part 1 and 2 i din even watch it
but to my surprise, this show is nice
and DAMN nice

2009-02-12T16:32:00.002+08:00

2009-02-05T09:55:00.000+08:00

回忆里想起模糊的小时候
云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时的你说　要和我手牵手
一起走到时间的尽头
从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起　我忘记了呼吸
眼泪啊永远不再　不再哭泣
我们的爱　过了就不再回来
直到现在　我还默默的等待
我们的爱　我明白　
已变成你的负担
只是永远　我都放不开　
最后的温暖　你给的温暖
不要再问你是否爱我　
现在我想要自由天空
远离开这被捆绑的世界　不再寂寞

2009-02-03T15:40:00.002+08:00

特别的爱给特别的你伍思凯

没有承诺却被你抓得更紧
没有了你我的世界雨下个不停
我付出一生的时间想要忘记你
可是回忆回忆回忆从我心里跳出来拥抱你
特别的爱给特别的你
我的寂寞逃不过你的眼睛
特别的爱给特别的你
你让我越来越不相信自己
没有承诺却被你抓得更紧
没有了你我的世界雨下个不停
我付出一生的时间想要忘记你
可是回忆回忆回忆从我心里跳出来拥抱你
特别的爱给特别的你
我的寂寞逃不过你的眼睛
特别的爱给特别的你
你让我越来越不相信自己
特别的爱给特别的你
我的寂寞逃不过你的眼睛
特别的爱给特别的你
你让我越来越不相信自己
我还听见你的声音轻轻萦绕着我的心
我还不能接受的你就是永远不在一起
特别的爱给特别的你
我的寂寞逃不过你的眼睛
特别的爱给特别的你
你让我越来越不相信自己
特别的爱给特别的你
我的寂寞逃不过你的眼睛
特别的爱给特别的你
你让我越来越不相信自己
我还听见你的声音轻轻萦绕着我的心
我的心我还不能接受的你
就是永远不在一起

2009-01-30T15:14:00.002+08:00

黑暗中的我们都没有说话
你只想回家不想你回家
寂寞深的像海太让人害怕
温柔你的手轻轻揉着我的发
你的眉眼说你好渴望我拥抱
你身体却在拼命逃当欲望在燃烧
你爱我还是他是不是真的他有比我好
你为谁在挣扎你爱我还是他
就说出你想说的真心话你到底要跟我
还是他爱~爱~爱~爱~
这是不是命运对我的惩罚
爱你也没办法恨你也没办法
陷在这个旋涡只想挣脱它
拉住你的手却让我也被拖下
你的眉眼说你不渴望我拥抱
每当爱变成了煎熬你就开始要逃
你爱我还是他是不是我可以做的更好
让你不再挣扎你爱我还是他
我宁愿听到残忍的回答也不要再被甩
你爱我还是他我为你找了一百个理由
我就是那么傻你爱我还是他
是否沉默代替你的回答我应该明白吧
你爱我还是他你都已看不到我们的好
我还为谁牵挂
你爱我还是他是否沉默就是你的回答
我们都别挣扎去爱他

2009-01-29T13:23:00.002+08:00

借口　
词,曲:周杰伦　
翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天我们笑得很甜　
看着你哭泣的脸对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远　
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由说你不爱我　
就算是我不懂能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口
请你回头我会陪你一直走到最后　
就算没有结果我也能够承受
我知道你的痛是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容沉默是因为包容
　
如果要走请你记得我
如果难过请你忘了我

2009-01-21T11:57:00.003+08:00

watch this show with cash cheque YJ and WD~
nice show though i dint manage to watch RED cliff 1 all~

this show i watch with Dear @tamp mall~
ending is not what i expect but think got part 3 (:

Ip Man (in cantonese)

i dint watch this show in the cinema as i have DVD

watch this just yesterday~

with dear by my side

damn nice

no wonder YJ they all say sure worth the price~

and the TV just mention that they will be continuing with part 2 and might ask Jay chou to act for the part 2 as well

hee ((:

the 2 next show i wanna watch with dear~ (:

hope i still can watch with him (:

2009-01-19T10:24:00.001+08:00

吴克群 - 爱太痛

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍 ...
我不能睡 ...
我不能够不能够不爱了

2009-01-09T11:48:00.002+08:00

7月1日〔太阳?魔术师〕代表人物：黛安娜王妃
> > > > 敏感，开朗，能力很强，具有同情心；慷慨、大方、善於交际，
> > > > 口才极佳，人缘极好；主动、积极，意志坚定。
> > > > 优点是坦诚、直率、热情；善於表达自己，乐於帮助别人。
> > > > 缺点是若遭遇感情挫折，需要很长时间才能回复。> >

what should i do?

2009-01-08T14:24:00.002+08:00

2009 Cancer Horoscope

People born under the Cancer Zodiac Sign
are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental
and need constant support and encouragement,
more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed.
Even when all needs are satisfied, Cancer can be irritable and cranky.
Cancer have an uneasy, delicate temperament.
The contradictory nature of Cancer gives their temperament the wild mood swings
and possible temper tantrums. Cancer are easily offended
and will sulk and wallow in self pity for a long time when they get hurt.

2009-01-08T10:10:00.004+08:00

Skipping school Day :P

actually i skipped school not becos of shopping and taking Neo Print with my darl girl
but actually to accompany her for dotz's make up talks
in the end, she intend not to go as she got another option..
so after my work, instead of going to redhill
we mit at orchard instead :P
went over to Takashimaya for shopping as i have voucher.
so went over to triump to buy bra instead
haha :P
after purchasing, we went over to Yashinoya for dinner
walk around at Cineleisure and we decide to take Neo Print (:

'070109

after the photo taking, we are thinking of going to a place to chill out... LOL

and i think of ice cold beer~ :P

but in the end we end up acid bar

as whitwhit is under age =X

haha~ actually the age limit for acid bar is 20 years old as well

but i just ask her go in with me

and we passed~

as usual, i was drinking my hoegaarden and she drank a funny and bitter drink "G-spot"

after which, home sweet home ^^

looking forward for saturday movie outing - Red Cliff 2 (:

THINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AGAIN~

2009-01-07T15:19:00.001+08:00

放飞心情雨淋湿了天空
毁得很讲究你说你不懂
为何在这时牵手
我晒干了沉默悔得很冲动
就算这是做错也只是怕错过
在一起叫梦分开了叫痛
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果我能承受
这最后的出口在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠哦
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天哦
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点
雨淋湿了天空毁得很讲究你说你不懂
为何在这时牵手我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动就算这是做错
也只是怕错过在一起叫梦分开了叫痛
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛
迷路的后果我能承受这最后的出口
在爱过了才有
能不能给我一首歌的时间紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠哦
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天哦
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点
你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没有说谎力气
请告诉我暂停算不算放弃我只有一天的回忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠哦
如果你想忘记我也能失忆
能不能给我一首歌的时间把故事听到最后才说再见
你送我的眼泪让它留在雨天哦
越过你划的线我定了勇气的终点
你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你
要怎么证明我没力气可是我只有一天的回忆
你说我不该不该不该在这时候才说爱你
要怎么证明我没力气
我只有一天的回忆
~~end~~

2009-01-06T14:32:00.001+08:00

歌曲名斗鱼-TILL THE END

all these precious moments，
with you by my side must be a gift from heaven，
that’s holding me all night i don’t know how i found you，
i’m thankful that i have now that i have a love so true， to hold， to keep， to share
*in my heart i can no longer hold inside
all of the love i used to hide
i’ll always be with you until the very end
in this world there is no place i’d rather be you are my life， my soul， my girl
and through it all i know you’re come to see that you’re the one till the end

all my friends around me，
say you’d be gone too soon
baby i’m gonna make them see we’ve found our way back home
（repeat*）
we’ll always be till the end~

2009-01-06T13:01:00.005+08:00

i really always thought i can be with you till the end of my time
i always thought that if I'm with you, we will be forever together
only you, i trusted you so much and i always thought u r not the same compare to other guys
i always thought that you have commitment for this relationship and you had enough fun.
but I'm just fooling and giving excuses for myself
you never had enough of fun, you still love to fool around
you are so happy when some1 in love with you
you ignore my feeling, you forget the vows and promises
it's true, promises is meant to be broken
swearing and giving promises is all fake act that you gave me
i had told you, i had enough of all this guessing games
i had enough of your hiding and lies
since you still wanna have fun, and just simply ignore my feeling
i will make the final decision and please don't regret it
i don't want to be that silly girl, waiting for your phone call, if u happy den call me, not happy just kick me aside
if you have your attention from other girls then simply ignore my questions, kick me aside
i had told you, i dun wan to make myself suffer like this
i dun wan to keep wondering where you are, wad u doing, y nv pickup my fone call
are you really asleep or outside with other girls
this will lead me to depression eventually
i know i will be very sad, not because i make this decision
but I'm sad because you did not even bother to save this relationship.
you always say I'm caring for my own feeling
but if i dun care abt your feeling, will i be holding on for such a long period?
did you try to change our relationship to a better side?
or trying to make things worse when I'm still thinking on a brighter side

maybe i still living in a dreamland, forever together can only happen in fairytale

hands in hands, we will hold each other hands till eternity~
i still remember the very first long sms you have send it to me, now is all rubbish

leaving me alone facing these problems and had yourself enjoying outside
this isn't fair to me
i had wanted to give you back the freedom that you need and wants
but u step forward and wanna me to take back the words
you say you will changed
you say you will treat me better
but wad you have done now so far?
nothing!!
just coax me with those words and temporary ease me down only!
after 4plus of relationship together, now then i found out you are such a liar..
even though i can see your effort... but thats a long long time ago..
you have changed! ~

2009-01-05T10:26:00.005+08:00

haha~ seeing me making new posts right

thats mean i'm now working again... >.<

yah 1st day of work always make me feel so tired

no Fb and HP no communication no NOTHING again~

my life back to square 1.. LOL so silly to say all this

anyway i had attended to Andrew's wedding on 28 Dec (Sunday) @ clarke Quay Novotel Hotel

was late while miting paul over there.. haha :P

to my surprise, i saw panda (jason hotdotz herd fren) here (:

chatting and asking him why MIA-ing for so long... exchange contact as well...

after the wedding lunch, went over to mit up with lynnie and mariel..

they went over to MOF for dinner and i found out the atmosphere there is so nice..

shall bring Mr Lee there one fine day for dinner :P

new year eve (: 31Dec08

last day of 2008, was at home rotting while waiting for Mr Lee to come and visit me

took so long time to came here, but by the time i already going off to mit up with juliet girl..

went over to her house to mit up with her...

unlike from other countdown.. this year is only purely me and juliet girl (:

went over to fisherman village, a new section which i nv been before

as usual my hoegaarden beer and photos taking

was actually quite sick of drinking le...

but of cos this kind of festive season cant left the beer and fun out de... :P

whitwhit had a hard time.. quarrel with her bf again... spoil her mood on new year...

010109

whole day at home, uncle and auntie is having party with their friends

was watching my HK drama series whole day

at night went cycling with long di (:

020109 Friday

went shopping with juliet

omg... my pocket is very empty now...

dun wanna spend $$ again

bought a skinny jean, a bag, bras and underwear for Chinese new year..

i still left with a top and shoes~

after finish walking @ bugis.. we went over to PS for her scraping thingy...
a nice shopping day with juliet girl (:

030109

sleep around 3 plus and had a phone call with jellyberry

6plus woke up by whitney wee!!

wake up as i need to accompany my whitwhit <3>

i'm so tiredddd~ >.<

she is late and she have to take cab to fetch me at kembangan MRT station..
went over to bugis for the shooting session...

as i'm tired.. i keep yawning and had rest for awhile on the bed.

i guess it took 4 hours for the photo shooting..

make me feel so tired and hungry

the photographers is so friendly

went over to wanton mee shop for lunchie

den walk over to bugis street for window shopping

not spending $$ as i have spend enuf yesterday with juliet girl~

was miting jellyberry and lazybum for movie @ cathay as well

Transporter 3

after movie, went over to clarke quay to mit up with WD

he wanna have dinner @ burger King

after which, as usual w/o fail...

to haagen dazs ice cream again >.<

lol... by the time whitney is very tired and sleepy

BUT i can tell you, when we reach rebel, she is active and energetic

haha =D

but too bad and ALWAYS i have to go home early...

so pissed off about this....

wanna have fun with them till the end de~

2008-12-26T15:25:00.003+08:00

having quiz again...

this is wad they rate for my mood..

Your Mood is a 2

Ugh, you're feeling pretty bad right now. You're definitely in a funk.

what does my birth date mean for your love life

You'll Have 2 True Loves

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it.
You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter!
You are very prone to love - hate relationships.

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4

You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

how are you in love

You Are Trusting In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

2008-12-26T13:19:00.005+08:00

yah been browsing those award winning photographer for shooting these lovely gorgeous wedding photos..

I'm so envy and hope 1 fine day, i get to be the bride that owns these photos..

there is still alot of photos by him ..

those award winning shots by him..

marvellous!!

i'm still browsing others gallery too.. (:

2008-12-26T10:20:00.004+08:00

I'm going to update my post again as I'm working in the office now
no FB and HP again... =.=
feeling sleepy as i have been sleeping late and well of cos with those alcoholsSss
and of cos i wanna updates my X'mas eve to all
but no pictures again as i won't be able to retrieve it from my FB

24 Dec 2008
was stoning @ home thinking
where to go
but still i'm going for my herd leader party @ redhill
lotsa of peoples, games and of cos my herd leader is there..
those who left me out... leaving alone there..
jellyberry came for awhile..
and i need to go off early as well
as i can't go home late as usual
after dotz's party
went over to clarke quay to mit up jess sweetie and YJ and of cos a new fren which is jess's godsis
- YC (joan)
we are having a countdown for christmas at Rebel
the crowd wasnt that much at first but as the clock strikes 12
the crowd came and is so stuffy inside
the dance floor is packed and hot
we was like inside a microwave..
banging and squeezing is always a crowded area favourite action and yah we are like squeezing and ppl is knocking and banging against us..
but thanks for the party~ i really enjoyed myself
but as usual i went home quite early..

omg... the day is still a long way to go and now i'm yawning in the office..
feeling so tired~
oh please help me!!
those pictures will upload soon...
lemme rest for awhile in the office!~
LOLz

2008-12-22T15:35:00.003+08:00

"Twilight" remind me of the joke of the day on last Fri...

i din mean to crack this joke, but as u guys know

my English is suck... and wad i pronounce this is Twin-Light...

i know is funny... >.<

but i wanna watch this show...

dear thanks for the hugs and comfort for me..

i need that badly these few days without you by my side

there is just too much things for me to handle..

but now it's seems fine after you are backie (:

miss you so much!

2008-12-21T23:30:00.011+08:00

a night chilling out at Indoor stadium with dear (:

christmas pressie from Juliet girl (:

christmas pressie from Caihui (:

omg!! BIG presssie from deardear (:

PINK wallet from Braun Buffel

the day with hui @ bugis (:

gregory's wedding (:

superduperbasketball kakis (:

my budbud (:

jellyberry & candiz bday celebration~ (REBEL)

Long di's bday celebration :P

Long Di's Celebration (:

Ice Cream Outing by Jess (:

1st Year Anniversary for Hot Dotz (:

as i promised, all pictures are loaded..

tired~

monday blues

but tml will be on leave till 25dec...

back to office on 26dec and on leave again till maybe 02 jan

might take leave on 02jan too...

long long leaves (:

rest more and rot more :P

will have more events on X'mas eve and new year eve :P

2008-12-19T14:11:00.002+08:00

CANCER (The Cutie)
MOST AMAZING KISSER.
Very high appeal.
Love is one of a kind.
Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative.
Extremely random and proud of it.
Freak.
Spontaneous.
Great telling stories.
Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it.
Someone you should hold on to.
*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*
continue with my tests~
kinda bored
need to find things to do or else i anyhow think again!
here we goes~

Love and Your Sweetheart

Your sweetheart is an artist through and through.
He is very sensitive and likes his privacy, which explains why he does not talk too much. However, he is very sincere and serious about you and your relationship, as well as life in general. You are lucky to have him as a boyfriend.
He enjoys travel to places of natural beauty, revelling in calm and isolated spots.
If you're heading away on a trip, take some good books to read.
To keep the friendship sparkling, you also have to be sincere and sensitive. You should also be careful of things you say because he takes both criticism and praise very seriously.

Your marriage

How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.

When will you get married?

As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing.
What sort of wife will you be?If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.

How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

"Pick One"

this is very true for me (:

Here is the analysis:

Your future friend:
You have a big sister confidence and leadership. So you friends are mostly vulnerable and always need your help. You can't resist helping these people and eventually you all will become good friends.

Your travel plan:
In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.

Your future financial status:
You are very good at saving and sometimes you are even stingy. The reason you want your teeth to grow longer is because when you can't eat, you can save even more on food. Once your money is deposited in the bank, there's no way that you will withdraw it out just to spend on luxuries.

The last period of your life:
You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

What if your boyfriend goes out with another girl?

You are pessimistic and get disturbed by things that don't really matter. If your boyfriend goes out with someone else, that's the end of your world.

How attractive are you?

Not Bad
You are not much attractive to the opposite sex. However, you still have something so special, which makes them like to get along with you.You are an honest person and have a unique way of seeing things. Your friends see you as a quite friendly person.

Here is how you prioritize certain aspects of your life.More important matters come first on the list below:
Love
Family
Money
Career
Pride

2008-12-19T09:37:00.004+08:00

finally my emotion broke down again..

never at once i can handle this..

i wonder why they still want me to be in this world..

by bringing me in this world just to return debts to them doesn't sound well to me

then i rather you dun bring me to this world

this world is cruel and heartless

i'm all alone, sadness surrounds me all the times...

when i smile or laugh, am i really happy?

when i with my frens, is my frens truly with me?

when i'm sad, who is the 1 which stood by me?

when i say i'm sad, i'm really sad..

physically and mentally..

things just dun turn well at my end

families, relationship, work....

i tried my best already..

try to compromise with them

give them whatever they requested.

they just take things for granted

but soon they will know the consequences

everything will come to the end soon...

2008-12-17T14:46:00.009+08:00

do you ever think how i feel for you?

ya~ all i wanted is your love

i always wish / hope that 1 fine day, you will understand why i'm so sensitive

why i so paranoid when you just keep something from me

yah! i care and concern for you.

you can just assume that i dun trust you bahz~

yah in a relationship, it's require trust for both of the partner

maybe i just duno how to love you bahz~

and i felt that i dun really understand you well enuf
sometimes i also think that our 4 years plus relationship is nth at all..

are we just too used to each other

are we dragging ourselves to welcome our future?

i couldn't feel your love anymore.

have you stop loving me? or am i getting sensitive again?

girls always get sentitive if there is no attention given to them

101% FULLY sensitive attitude cant you understand?

i always sure that if i try my best to make things betta, things will turn out well..

but recently i been quarreling with you, for SMALL matter..

don't you feel that there is something wrong with me?

why don't you show more concern to me?

by ignoring me is just making things worsen and avoid all the issues that you need to face!

i had a terrible mood now!!!

just feel like posting his pictures (:

2008-12-17T11:58:00.004+08:00

haha~ no HP-ing... den i shall shop for my wistlist"s"

wanted T & C accessories for a long long time...

this time round... i shall see which design and price range is just nice for my budget~

presenting the necklace and bracelet (:

this is the necklace i wish my Mr Lee will buy it for me :P
this box lock charm bracelet is my all time favorite (:

this is the necklace something similar with the above

something with heart shape i will love to own~ (:

box lock necklace (:

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

guess Mr Lee have reach genting...

haven call me yet but i will wait patiently (:

hope everything is fine there.. Miss him lotsa~

yah it's true when he is around with me,i dun treasure and cherish..

but when he go overseas, i will miss him like crazy~ :P

that's why im called silly sally... LOLx

today after work schooling + tml as well..

last lesson with esther tml~

fri night he should be back~

but will i have any plan for that night?

hais~

will he call me as per he promised to me?

paranoid-ing....

>.<

2008-12-16T11:23:00.011+08:00

had a movie treats by company for this show
THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL
i seldom watch english movie until it's a treat :P
but im glad that it's this show as it's nice (:
pretty and handsome actor and actress (:

omg!! hais~ company ban human pets again!
my life back to square 1 again

life is always full of excitement, happiness, joy (:
i have more friends than before, yet there is more sadness and sorrow.
work is always a stressful thing for me as there is alot of crisis going on
studies always make me feel sick! exam is coming soon!
yet i still haven really prepared for it
relationship is getting unstable recently
2 years more down the road..... what will happen in the end
it's unpredictable! and will we have a good ending?
will this 2 years worth waiting?
will he do what he have promised to me?
am i making a right decision?
i'm confused!

deardear have to go genting tml! left me alone is singapore again!
sadded~ 17 - 19DEC ):
today will be leaving off at 4pm... 3 more hours to go!
still quite lazy to post out the pictures...
but sort out nicely den i post out ok?
be patience for my pictures (:

these are some tests and results i do when im free!!

You are likely to be influenced by anything. You find it's very difficult to say "No" to others, especially when you are pushed.

Here is the analysis:You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over.
You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You usually have no trouble finding dates, but you occasionally hit a dry spell. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.

This test indicates your attitudes towards your parents.You rely on your parents so much and want them to always be close to you.

2008-12-12T13:11:00.005+08:00

WOW!! it's been long since my last post wor~
simply lazy i guess~ or maybe i been going in to my herd to chat~
that's why i have not been blogging for the past 2 mths!! :P
there is alot of pictures and things that i will post out..
but as im now in the office blogging, thus there wont be any pictures 1st

lemme recall the events that i have been these few weeks~

erm... i have mit up with whitwhit <3
and also with juliet and Long di~ (: for Long di birthday celebration~
it's all happened on Dec... cant recall what i have been doing on Nov..
but seriously, i have not been having a good term with that "idiotic person"
make me so angry with his fren!

anyway, will try to update with my recent activities and will posts some pictures (:

last but not least, will be going for jelly's and candiz's party after school tonight :P
take care peeps (:

2008-11-13T23:55:00.009+08:00

after KTV session we have clubbing session as well :P
below pictures show it all (:

this below pictures is taken on minmin's bday (:

she is simply drunk :P

finally i own a coach wristlet which i bought it myself! (:

my very 1st branded :P

2008-10-29T13:55:00.001+08:00

i have deleted those posts that is previously save in my draft
as i think there isn't a need to post them out...
yah~ been 1 mth that i din update my bloggy as i have start my sch~
beginning of OCT and there is so much things happening around me or within me..
monday,wednesday,friday have to go to school... -_-"
BURNed my half weekend on fri..
friday always a day to mit up with my dearest girls like lingling hui and michelle or even juliet or whitney <3
now i have to reschedule to find a day to mit up with them...
was suppose to mit up with ling and hui on this sunday
but as i need to accompany whitnehz for her shooting.. i have to postpone the meeting up again with them... hopefully by next week can mit up with them for a chat or dinner ^^

there is alot of pictures that i need to upload later maybe a few days later..
haha~ michelle's precious bday.. minmin lovely 18th bday.. henderson wave pictures~
been busying with my work studies and of cos herdie (hotdotz)..
haha duno why i'm so active this time roundd...
but whitwhit always not around... she is busying with his brotherBoo... -_-"

last fri mit up with the herdies and celebrated "XMM" minmin's 18th bday~
sweet 18 wor... guess she is having alot of fun with those herdie as well
there is alot of ppl gtg for the bday celebration:-
of cos there is me and whitwhit, eddie, lynnie, mariel, jelly, XDD toy, cash and cheque (: les, landon, aiden, mario, YJ and WD~
dotz is having lesson so she din make it to mit us up...
still quite weird when talking to some of them but afterall, they are very friendly~
lynnie and mariel, minmin WD YJ eddie!! lolx...
they are all friendly and funloving person~
thanks for dotz jie for creating hot dotz and makes every1 connected to each others

she is having her 1 yr anniversary on 08 NOV.. same day as my mum's bday~ (:
hope to see more of the old herdies too on that day
but to handle this kind of big group will expect some misunderstanding and miscommuniciation..
but they love dotz jie alot... a good leader for all~

haha~ seems like i keep saying about herd here wor... LOL
anyway, a surprise for me yesterday as joycelyn girl called me and mit up with me
and she waited for me more than 4 hrs just to mit up with me to have a chat with me after my work...
so sorry for the delay, din expect that we need to stay till so late..
chatted abit at the IP garden~
went to seven house after the chat as yesterday is junhui's bday~
happy birthday my friend !
the pictures is with seven... will upload when i get it too...
drinking and singing in her room...
will visit her when i'm free (:

ok bahs guess i stop here 1st... will update again when i free LOL
the pictures will upload today if i can :P

2008-09-25T00:00:00.004+08:00

Mit up with michelle girl today...

after so long as she went shanghai

finally mit up and "updates"

while waiting for her, i went around bugis pushcart

and found this HP pouch.. sweet and just nice for my pink nokia phone

as usual chat @ MOS is a must for the mitup

had our dinner there as well..

and we headed for our shopping..

hahahahahha~

and i have FINALLY bought something from BUGIS STREET!!!

omg... not as if i long time nv buy clothes le

is everytime i wanna buy the SGD10 top or clothes or something else but i couldn't find at all

and today shopping with michelle

walking around bugis street, thought there is nth to buy liao

DEN i saw a pair of shoe,

this is the shoe that i have bought (:

den follow by this top (p.s this is not SGD10 top) haha

actually wanted to get baby blue instead

but no new piece so get green lor

anyway a new colour for me in the cupboard (:

will update some pictures took with her as well~

craving for more nice clothes!!!

haha =D

will be back for more updates

tata~

2008-09-23T21:00:00.001+08:00

爱我的资格 - S.H.E

把手放了
我也许会比较快乐
我也许会换个情人
我也许不会再撑~
真的够了
能不能让雨别再下了
能不能让心别再疼了
能不能不要开灯
我们的爱跟着
你写的剧本
出现了越来越多的角色
我是你什么人
如果不是情人
是不是不要再浪费我的人生
你比我更清楚
你对我多好
多温柔多认真
不构成爱我的资格
除非你只看着我
想着我只有我
爱本来就该独一无二
为你伤心多一点
少一点流下的眼泪
都一样不值得
世界上那么多人
只有我一个人
能拯救自己的快乐
不要再为你哭了。。。

2008-09-23T14:31:00.004+08:00

Samsung OMNIA i900
i love the white edition

W980 Sony Ericsson?

i'm confused!!
to buy which phone...
i been supporting Sony Ericsson for so long...
shall i change to Samsung?
LOL
that time still say blur y buy this phone..
now popular liao den wanna buy it..
>.<
erm...
but i kinda dun like the sms part as the letter is too small compare to iphone..
but i like the white edition so much when i saw nicole(my colleague) using..
hopefully there is someone's plan up and i can use their plan to buy that phone :P
*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*_*

2008-09-19T00:52:00.002+08:00

Life go on and on
people will change from time to time
no1 will never turn around and stay the same
they will only change either to the better side or the worst side
it's true that human beings like to have more than they wants
including me!!
surprise and terrifying week i had last week...
i dun wan to spend my this weekends again in this manner

anyway i just mit up with hui and ling
celebrating hui's bday @ suntec
i go collect Elva's 音乐会at carrefour
will be going tml evening with dear and blurrie
den eat dinner @ fish & co
lolx
order patter for 2 end up can finish all even though we have 3 person in total..
u can see i dun eat much de
haha
den went up to sky garden (as usual)
a small cake for hui
random photos for us!!

2008-09-14T00:06:00.011+08:00

Never Be The Same!!

2008-09-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

别说(国) 郭富城
云在天空雷声闹哄哄
亲爱的你再见了
回忆的风吹得心好痛
路在等我第一步好难走
你没有掉眼泪你拿一封信交给我
小声地对我说别让风把往事吹走
你越走越远了在乌云密布的时候
我似乎听见你大声喊着要永远爱我
别说别开口我懂你想说什么
回不去从前到不了以后
我在做什么
别说说再多其实你也没把握
那一封信里你只有写着你该回去了

2008-09-11T21:51:00.004+08:00

bday girl and dotz jie ^^

last fri, went to mit up whit, les, mario and other "new" facelooks members @hotdotz

went to MOS drink my favourite ICE milk tea and dinner

den mit up with michelle girl and get her things b4 heading to Shin and Hush~

whitwhit- is celebrating her bday today @shin...

din get to take alot of pictures cos some of them is busying taking as well..

and i realise that i din get to take picture with whit- ):

hais

after which i went to hushhush to find michelle awhile

homesweethome~

this is the bracelet im aiming now!!

strive for the best now!! (:

jiayou!!

what goes around comes around (:

2008-08-31T21:52:00.002+08:00

2 new photos after so long...
1 taken @ Hush ~
1 taken @ kbox cine (:
long time nv catch up with michelle girl, these 2 pic is taken last week
i oso long time nv update my blog le

i oso duno wad wrong with me
seems everything in my life went wrong
my family, my work, my love
omg!!
i know sometimes god wanna test me in order to grow up or learn something from there
but i already gone thru so many times of these kind of tests
i had enough!!

and maybe yesterday was my worst emo,
i suddenly ask juliet to cancel her frens gathering and requested her to accompany me for a drink
we went down to hush again
wanted to see whether jingwen was there anot
but in the end she is not working
we saw simon toh instead with madelaine
change to his table and playing dices
yah, maybe juliet is right
all my worst cases is with her and lucky enough
she sent me home again
granny wasnt happy abt it too
but either i feel happy
drunk and still not recover to my original self

if that time junting din mention abt my bro case
mayb i will feel better
but nth is gtg to turn back to the happy time that we are together
he is all alone outside
suffering and bullied by others
im the worst sister in the world
i cant write anymore
feeling very down and dun wish to face all the trouble now
im sick and really hope that i wont get any depression

2008-08-21T15:18:00.001+08:00

Good news!!!
Mr Lee have passed his TP and there it goes to all the classes that he got
LOL
except for class 2 bike de..
hee!!
still DARE to lied to me that you have fail badly..
idiotic freak
anyway~ i have done something that i always wanted to do during these mths
and finally, offload from my mind
hope there is sunshine after the rain (:
will be meeting up with hui today after work..looking forward for the meeting (:

- what goes around comes around -

2008-08-16T20:17:00.003+08:00

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她的一举一动你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动
你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一举一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候
我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你的心中逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动
我知道了她哪里比我好更多
在你心中我永远不可能会让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有她多

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心短暂的晴天随时都可能
被阴狸收回
等待有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你
所以连快乐里都装满伤悲
你不曾发觉你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切爱少的可怜
伸出右手想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我想信你会了解
总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许太自由的你心里面
那个家谁也不能回
你不曾发觉你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远永远隔着亲切爱少的可怜
伸出右手想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我想信你会了解
我一直相信总有一天
你会用左手牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现
心在同一边就能够听见
你说的那句
我爱你
你不曾发觉你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切爱少的可怜
伸出右手想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我你一定看的见

this two songs so meaningful
so "high"..
duno whether i can sing without breaking the tones..
hee ^^
another weekends start..
hope this weekends duno end so soon
i still want to enjoy my weekends (:

poor lokboon.. he got into accident with his bike license
hope he recover soon . . .
hais..
tired~
-end-

2008-08-12T21:30:00.009+08:00

haha~ i finally get the Mini Notebook from Starhub...
surprise to say there is NO long queues yesterday while waiting for the lappy~
less crowd.. given extra $30 dollars robinson voucher too ^^
the screen is small... wah wanna update my bloggy oso hard
eyes wanna pain like hell liao.. LOL
was installing the new lappy and in the meanwhile waiting for junting to mit up with me for chat
finally she is back from canada.. >.<
seems like so fast she came back from canada to sg
but she is gtg back at 10 Sep~
hope to catch up with her more b4 she go back to canada.
hais~ time flies as i always said..
4 mths @ this new company..
can't say i can manage the account but hopefully to show more improvements
not to rush, slow and steady (:
continue working there is always a good thing for me..
i really love the environment there~
anyway, this sat i'm selling my items @ my nearby CC
bazaar :)
pray hard that there will be kind souls around to clear my "rubbish"
LOL =X
and uncle and aunt is back on from their honeymoon this fri ^^
so excited to tell them the good news too (:
jiayou !!

what goes around comes around ^^

2008-08-10T20:21:00.002+08:00

寂寞开在心事旁
随手种一些伤感
不让星星来窥探
找个沉默的夜晚
找个沉默的夜晚
不让星星来窥探
随手种一些伤感
寂寞开在心事旁
我的关怀方式
是你无法察觉的悲凉
只能在你不经意时
才锁上我心房
你往常的亲切友善
是我今生的遗憾
受伤后无悔的埋
在不流露的脸上

seventh month always like to repeat those old 电视电影
still remember the popular 七月俏佳人
the show that starring 陈汉伟 and 朱茵
they repeat this show today and bring back alot of memories of mine..
hee~ simply love the show theme song as well
关怀方式。。。
anyway, this show already buried deeply in my heart (:

2008-08-07T17:25:00.004+08:00

The Real You

Here is the analysis:
You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved,
and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence.

You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys.

You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:You desire a love that will last forever.
You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them.
You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment.
If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?

Here is the analysis:
Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality.
Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

2008-07-30T21:51:00.004+08:00

Wow~
LOL
i think i haven really look into my bloggy (:
seems like time flies very fast this time round..
it 31 Jul tomorrow...
there goes my July lovely month..
terrible July this year..
though there are some memorable incident...
and good news for me... i finally got back my Pinky Nokia 7390 phone...
without any acknowledge, haha lokboon's bday is coming...
still remembering that time i receive this present..
full of sweetness within me..
the camera that dear bought for me..
the surprise that he gave..
haha~
time just flies like this without my notice without giving me chances to regret
at times, i ask myself..
did i ever satisfied with the time i spent myself?
did i make full use of it each and everyday?
did i ever pamper myself on anything?
did i improved each day?
hais~
life is so unpredictable..
life is so hard to go through..
nightmare is here again.. without my notice once again!!
i been blaming myself
y am i here in this world?
to suffer? to taste the bitter core of the earth?
to fulfil others people wishes?
to make the surrounding human beings happy and fortunate?
i wish i can be the 1 to share all the happiness to all the surrounding people
but if i don't even feel any single of the happiness in my entire life
how can i share the happiness to others?
i hope what i wish for my bday this year will come true...
that's the most important wishes for this entire year / life (:

a short update of my hangout recently.. (:
last sun i went for hotel inspection @ Pan Pacific..
had their sunday brunch..
after which went home for ironing session
den watch dark knight..

monday isnt that fantastic as i got a serious "monday blues"
yesterday was a nice 1 as i mit up with michelle girl
MOS ice milk tea is thumby thumby for me...
den accompany her to shop @ southaven...
omg!! i bought 2 top there lor...
can imagine the top there for me is DAMN ex!!
anyway, i have pamper myself by spending on those 2 top...
(:
contented............

tomorrow miting long di and juliet (:
shopping agains???
LOL =X

so near yet so far~

2008-07-24T23:52:00.001+08:00

The Bottom Line
Don't react emotionally to people who intimidate you. Conversation is necessary.
In Detail
Today, if you have a question or concern about what you're working on, go to the source. Asking someone for answers directly is the best way to get the clear, credible information you need. Now is not the time to be hesitant about things. A sudden onslaught of shyness is one thing, but letting it hold you back from what you need to know is another. Don't let yourself react emotionally to people who intimidate you. Conversation is necessary, and you need to have a few tough ones.

it just too true to believe it!!
that the horoscope for me today...
):

2008-07-18T22:51:00.001+08:00

Emotion Test

Here is the analysis:

Your emotional controlled rate: 43%You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry, when you feel angry, let your anger show and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face.
Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.

2008-07-12T20:55:00.003+08:00

haha, having dinner @ Royal Scott hotel with my colleagues (:
lazy to type, lets see photos for that day ~

2008-07-10T22:08:00.001+08:00

The Bottom Line
Your emotional intensity could make you sensitive. Don't take things personally.
In Detail
Your emotional intensity could be getting in the way of things today, but it's important for you not to get too self-conscious about it. So if you feel like you're getting too sensitive, keep in mind that it's just the way you're processing things. People's words might feel like a personal attack, but if you dissect what they're saying in an objective way, you'll see that they don't mean anything negative by it. This is not a good day to make major decisions -- your judgment is a bit clouded.

friendster horoscope...
):
hais
the more i wanted to prove
the more mistakes i have
WHAT WRONG WITH ME!!!!!
no faith no motivation
arghhhhh!!!

2008-07-02T23:32:00.003+08:00

finally all the celebration for my bday is done~
"unforgettable" encounter on fri with juliet
the ktv session with my dearest ktv kakis ~ (:
the "THICK" and SWEET chocolate cake from Blurrie and Lokboon ^^
haha =D
and the surprise appear of Zewei, robin & gf ~
though there is some important person din't turn up, but after all
my silly ktvmates made me laugh
haha those "broken notes" and those laughter~ hee (:
surprise from dear, blurrie & lokboon as their pressie for me is NOKIA 7390!!
thanks buddies and sweety dear..
quite disappointed when michelle din turn up for ktv
cos i quite looking forward for the photo of me and her..
anyway, family matters more important than anything!
so i still can understand..

still haven upload those photos on ktv and sentosa trips
will upload when i free.. :P